today is mine and aarons 5 MONTH!!  doesnt that rock??!!  i thought it was pretty cool.  ok thats all for now cause im in a hurry.  bye yall!!  xoxo

...jen

less than 24 hours later....WE'RE BACK TOGETHER! lol...yea...we were both so depressed....he came over to my house today and it was horrible...and i went to church and my pastor hounded me lol.  so i had to get back together with him!  thursday is our 5 month!!  im so happy...praise God!! lol  love you guys!! xoxo

...jen

well....it happened.  me and aaron broke up last nite.   i've cried so much its not even funny.  i couldnt go to sleep until 4 this morning cause i was crying, i cried for like an hour this morning and i gotta go to church with swollen eyes.  but it was best for the both of us.  it was a mutual decision.  and i dont really wanna call it "breaking up". we're just taking a break.  i know we'll be back together later on...probably in september when he gets his car/license.  maybe even before that if i cant stand being away from him.  we're still gonna hang out on the weekends and stuff and we're still gonna go to dinner on thursday which would have been our 5 month anniversary.  but you know, all good things have to end somehow.  im just glad it didnt end badly.  we still love each other...im still gonna tell him i love him cause thats something i just cant hide.  we'll be back together when the time is right...its just hard to accept this kind of thing.  i miss him...

well just tell me you love me on here and maybe i'll feel better.  i love you aaron

...jen

well today was my 2nd audition....i think i did ok...i find out tonite exactly how well i did.  we'll see what happens!! my leg hurts even more though.

tomorrow im hoping to be able to go to the beach with manda after school but you know how hard it is to make plans with her.  so im not getting my hopes up.  i'll just go to my aunt sherry's house and chill with her and her dogs.  i might even bring aaron along.

so yea, not much else is going on...gotta go to an awards ceremony tonite.  and tomorrow is our student/teacher boxing match.  this is gonna be funny. 

ok well i'll update later!  keep prayin for me, aunt sherry, aaron, manda, etc....we all need it.  luv yaz!! muah!! xoxoxo

...jen

MY AUNT GOT SAVED LAST NIGHT!!  and she didnt just get saved....she got SAVED lol!  it was awesome!! a man at my church sang a really pretty song that none of us had ever heard before...and aunt sherry just started crying her eyes out and said to my mom "thats the song my daddy sang to me when i was a little girl".  she asked my mom if she would go down to the altar with her...and thats when it happened!!  anut sherry hugged me like crazy and told me how  much she loved me and that i was her guardian angel.  it feels so good to know that i mean that much to someone.  aunt sherry has come a  long long way... im so proud of her.  im spending the night with her this friday at her appartment on the beach and i cant wait!!

well im glad aunt sherry is doing good...i wish i could say the same for myself.  i havent been doing that great.  i've just been really down lately...and i miss my best friend.  its kinda like i dont have a best friend anymore.  i've been having a lot of problems with her and they just wont go away and i dont know what to do.  everytime i talk to her and start to feel better about things, something else happens and upsets me. just pray for me...

my dad needs prayer too.  he's kinda lost his fire for God.  and pray for me tomorrow cause i have my 2nd audition for auxiliary and my leg still isnt any better. 

well i'll update later...love you guys  xoxo

...jen